Help 😭😭 I got my period yesterday and I said I could watch one episode of My Demon while the painkillers do their thing and now I’m at the end of episode 9 and I have exams coming up, a birthday party to prepare, I need to wash my hair and clean the apartment but 😭😭😭😭😭😭 why can’t they be happy???? How am I supposed to live like this, someone FIX THEM 😠😠😠😠😠
A/n: this is very, very self indulgent. I always try to make my fics reader inclusive, but since I poured my soul out in this, it’s not 100% a self insert. It’s not OC either, but some aspects of Y/n past are mentioned - mental health and relationship with her parents. I hope you’ll still enjoy it! 🥺
Summary:fresh out of a toxic relationship, you realise your best friend Chan might not be just that, your best friend. Angst (and fluffy and extremely cheesy) best friends to lovers trope. 8.5k(hit me)
Warnings:y/n’s ex was toxic, so was her father, mentions of alcoholism (as the source of some of the issues), anxiety, insecurities, past traumatic experiences (not detailed). It’s not as sad as I may have made it sound, Chan’s a sweetheart and there for you from beginning to end ❤️
For the first time that night, when you felt a hand against your back, you relaxed. “Do you want me to drive you home?” Chan asked, leaning into your side so you could hear him over the loud music at the club.
Aside from the hand that still rested between your shoulder blades, he kept his distance.
“No, it’s fine, thanks” you shook your head but then smiled in appreciation. “I’ll take a cab, you don’t have to leave”
“Do you want to talk to me?"
Another offer he didn’t have to make - another one you desperately wanted to accept but felt like an asshole doing so.
"I’m annoyed. I don’t want to start this right now. We can talk another time”
“I’m here for you” he reminded you, “Please, just let me take you home.”
“You don’t feel like dancing anymore?”
Chan shook his head. He never felt like dancing in the first place, only came so that he could spend some time with you, but unfortunately the night didn’t go as planned.
“I don’t want to ruin your night”
“You’re not ruining my night, Y/n” Chan said sternly, “I want to go home too”
“Then why didn’t you leave earlier?”
That, he couldn’t answer. He knew why, but he couldn’t really tell you that the pain you’ve been struggling to hide has been obvious to him from the very beginning. Instead, he hid his worry behind little acts of kindness, reassuring words and unconditional support, without expecting anything in return. Much like he did now.
“Felt like a party pooper, but you’re my ticket out of here. So? Should we go?”
I NEARLY CRIED?? Wtfffcf that’s so sweet and cute, hadn’t read anything this good in a while wow thank you
They genuinely look like not some characters of fanfiction but real people, real story. I’m so impressed i cant say anything else
Stop 😭😭 thank you so much!!! You made me so so happy you have no idea 😭 thank you for reading!!! and for letting me know you enjoyed it, you made my day 😭😭😭😭
Idk if other kpop fandoms are like this bc I’m new here but like ????? I was gone for 5 days and I feel like so much has happened like ???? I BLINKED and live here, new episode there, new album there, pics, vids, updates WHAT like I’m used to waiting months or even years for new content and then there’s stray kids 🥲 literally shoving it down our throats like…. I’m speechless lol
i’m moving out of state for college next year and whenever i think abt leaving my dog who is my literal baby i just want to curl up and die ngl
It’s the worst!!!! 😭😭😭 we’ve rescued him a year ago and I thought it’d get better with time but every time I leave him behind another part of me dies 😭
Does your dog recognise your voice on call or something like that? 🥺 bc mine doesn’t and I hate that I can’t let him know I’m thinking about him 😭
I have to leave for college in 3h and I can’t stop crying because I have to leave my dog behind 😭😭 he’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me and I don’t even care about this diploma anymore so whyyyyyyyyy god whyyyyy 😭😭😭😭😭😭
A/n: this has probably been done a million times before but I thought I could make my own list, right?
Warnings:this isn’t full on smut, but A LOT of things are mentioned (from slapping to ass eating to crying to cnc) I can’t possibly mention them all. Needless to say, this is strictly 18+, please proceed with caution!!!!
Disclaimer:I’m sorry. I’m incredibly sorry, ok? I don’t understand Seungmin 😭😭 I absolutely love him with all my heart, but he’s a mystery to me. I’ve also only been in this fandom for a few months so maybe with time I’ll be able to write for him but until then, I’ll just keep apologising to my Minnie biased readers for doing their baby dirty. I’m sorry, I promise I’m trying!! 🥺
Please let me know what you thought and if you have other ideas!! I’d love to hear different opinions!!!
Genre: Honestly, I’m not sure? Smut? It’s suggestive but not really smut..not really angst either..
A/N: these texts happen one right after the other. It’s set up so that you can see the story unfold. I’ve never posted one like this before so hopefully I get the order right lol
Summary: You’ve been sneaking around, and you thought you were doing a good job, but it seems that you weren’t good enough. Luckily, you aren’t in trouble… or are you?
I may have not been paying enough attention while reading the summary and omg when I got to the reader × chan texts I was so ready to start crying 😭 like my body was getting viscerally ready to be upset but 🥰 its okay 🥰 now I’m just horny 🥰
